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just add it.
and spare me the criticism.

I wanted to make a final post before I kill this LJ... which I thought was last night, but I wanted to give my reasoning.

This LJ sucks. There is no point. I'm not making anyone feel smarter, and I never get any comments. Reading other people's LJs just make me mad, and I curse the whole LJ system. (That is, until I realize that I"m addicted to lj and must come back.... which I hope never happens).

What is the point of this lj? It's just giving my friends insight into my life which they should already have.... Same with aim.

I'm going to try and stop aim-ing. (as I sit with an away message).

Errg. I'm in a bad mood. And I just want to be happy.

This thing is gone tomorrow.

[	i'm feelin'	|	was ghetto, now just blah.	]
[	i'm diggin'	|	the academt is/modest mouse/soco/bright eyes	]

How do I manage to become so icky feeling in such a short time?
Just 1.5 hours ago, I was totally happy.

POOP, dogg.

haha, oh man, tonight was ghetto night. Gosh, small groups is too much fun for the uncool people like me.
"REPRESeNTIN' THE G.O.D" AHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Courtnizzle is too funny!

Dude, that + Jeremy picking me up from behind and carrying me down the hall have to be the funniest things of all week. And, oh yes, Graham talking about fisting at the concert. Very loudly.

I bought a pretttty pop can flower thing at small groups tonight. One day, I'll post a picture.

Anyways, wisdom teeth tomorrow. What a party. 9:45 am. Think about me.

love.

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REPORT CARDS!! ahh!

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Hey guys! I'm in government! Woo hoo.

Basically I'm updating just to say that Something Corporate was

A- fricking - MAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was the best concert I have ever been to! Holy cow.

Other than that, I'm in a pretty odd mood again. I feel myself slipping into a horrible mood again. =( I had a good cry on Sunday. Before the concert. Ugh. I feel really stressed and blech. School sucks, and I'm totally loosing my ambition. Dang. + I took a math quiz today, and it was.... oh man I made the stupidest mistakes. I was soo pissed. GRRRR.

Also, report cards come out today, but I haven't returned my library books... So I wonder if I'll even get my report card?
I'm scared for my math grade............... save me.

bye.

EDIT!!!!! Alright, I'd like to report that I survived with good grades! =) woo hoo. Also, I'd like to remind all you lovely people of two important dates in Alaina's life coming up soon... They would be: this Friday - WISDOM TEETH! I expect soft foods (like mashed potatoes and things that I don't have to chew) and lots of sweet, soft lovin' (so as not to hurt my already hurting... mouth... and also, i'll be too drugged up for hardxcore lovin'. Sorry). And then, there is TUESDAY FEBRUARY THE 8TH!!! That would be my birthday. =) =) If you really feel inclined to present me with... a present, ask me and i'll tell you what to buy me. haha. Ok, I'm done. byeeee!

[	i'm feelin'	|	i want pop!	]
[	i'm diggin'	|	THE AQUABATS! yay.	]

Dude, this week sucked. Totally too long. And I was meaning to take a nap everyday this week, and didn't get around to it until today. Then, I slept for three hours!!!! =) It was awesome. And I thought it was Saturday morning once or twice. haha that's the funniest feeling.

Then, went to Andrew's. Party over thurrr.

Mmm. yeah. What a week.

Lyrics.... because I love this song....

i'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick
where you will sit and contemplate your day
i'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
in an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
i'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back
as your lying there drifting off to sleep
i'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you
you won't have to strain to look into my eyes
i'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
with the collar up so you won't catch a cold
i want to take you far
from the cynics in this town
and kiss you on the mouth
we'll cut out bodies free
from the tethers of this scene
start a brand new colony
where everything will change,
we'll give ourselves new names
identities erased
the sun will heat the grounds
under our bare feet in this brand new colony
everything will change

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This weekend was different. To say the least.

This semester should be nothing short of interesting. On so many levels. Also, a little bit of boring! woo hoo. I just can't wait for the summer to be here, which means I get to go to Germany for a month. =) That also means the seniors will be leaving soon, which I am sad about. I pretty much believe that I won't see any of them ever again, (ok, maybe 2 i will)....

For some reason I feel like Spring Fever/ summer have arrived early. That can't be good.

You know, why are people so dumb sometimes?
Can I kick your face in? Honestly.

SOMETHING CORPORATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 STRAYLIGHT RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
SKA IS DEAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!

today was such a good day. tonight was such a good night.

until it wasn't.

online,
four (4) (maybe just three (3)) different people, at different times, for two different things got mad at me.
and one (1) deserted me.
wait, make that two (2).
Ok, then one (1) came back, and I heard a lovely story from my good friend Chad. So I guess my evening turning out mildly decently.

oh how i love the sal army, and my korea jacket that says my name is Karen.
Yes, and I (along with Vasu) also saw Kevin Do play. Kevin, you are a genius!

[	i'm feelin'	|	super happy x 10.	]
[	i'm diggin'	|	hellogoodbye - bonnie taylor shakedown... 2K1	]

So this new cd from this band HelloGoodbye makes me want to dance dance dance!!! ahhh!!! SO GOOD.

Don't you love how music can automatically make people happy?! It's the awesomest thing!!! It happened to me in French class today....!! woot. IU was all grooving to my music, and people kept looking at me........

Small groups tonight was basically totally awesome. Chelsea and I were all alone in our group, so we buddied up with the youngins. Fun times. Chelsea AND Helen with their silly chair problems.... Holy cow. Hmm!

And then, as I was running to my car, totally slipped in the new snow. Smooth, I know. Except, it was hilarious and was an amazing end to a great night. Totally just one of those "gotta laugh at yourself" moments. Got brown mud all over my coat...... =)!!!!

Well, exams are almost over, and for that I am totally thankful. First hour tomorrow - no exam. Aka, time to study for physics. ::is scared:: Wish me "antifailnessism!!" (YEAAAH FUNK)

Tomorrow is Friday, and therefore I am hopefully going to see Phillipism!!!! Scoooore.

Goodnight guys. Love.

I want to wish everyone a GOOD LUCK on exams. Because, I probably won't be on much in the next two days... hehe.

Life is so beautiful, I want you all to realize that.
I hope you all realize that.
Yeah, it can seem crappy sometimes(/a lot), but in the end, it'll all work out. You'll be happy, prosperous, with "the one" for you, living Life, LIVING IT UP.
(OMG, that reminds me of that jay z song or whatever. haha, that's a great one).
Also, you people are so beautiful. I love each and every one of you for being so great, and such great people.
A problem now, like, grades, boys (in my case.. maybe girl in yours), friends, family, job whatever will smooth over - I have confidence in that.
Plus, when I know you are going through a tough spot, I'm praying for you!! =)
pssshhh um... well, I don't know, it just seems like people are in ruts lately. so cheer up. =) =)

i watched 24 tonight. ugh, i am officially addicted. Alias fans, never watch 24, otherwise you will be addicted to!

goodnight!!!*

[	i'm feelin'	|	happy x 10!	]
[	i'm diggin'	|	99 red balloons.	]

Guys, thank you for all your concerned comments. I think that I'm just a selfish, evil person for postning all that depressing stuff. But thank you for the nice comments. You guys are hilarious =).

Anyways, work today was actually good for being work. I mean, if I hadn't worked today, today would have been basically amazing. But I did work, so it kind of cancels out, but still is more positive. =) Nothing like a good day to brighten one's mood.

Reasons? Yes. NUMBERED  STYLE.

1. I think first it was finding out that Mat was working with me!! I was soo happy, because that kid rocks, and also, I hadn't seen him in FOREVER.
2. Perhaps it was finding out Shannon was working with me. I don't know, but both were around the same time??? Shannon's hair looks pretty. Aww.
3. Seeing Alex! Buying mushrooms! Talking with Alex! Fun!!
4. Seeing Mr. John Katona, for the 5th? time filling up water jugs! haha. Spake with him. That was also fun.
5. Went out to do carts with Mat. Ended up doing.. what was it? Oh yes, haha, sitting in the cart corale and talking about Jesus/religion/church/his journey. Inspiring I must say!!!
6. Then, it was 9 o'clock. I was pushing in my last few carts before I left and I turned around, and WHOA, who was there, but John! It was sweet. He was like "Are you off work yet? Wanna get coffee!?" me - "suure.?" him "Are you off yet?" me "I just have to punch" So, we got coffee and talked in my car till 11 30. How fun/random/sweet was that?!?!!? He gave me a sweet ska mix with 99 red ballons by goldfinger on it. AHHHJ*($)!^! GOOD SONG. IT HAS GERMAN IN IT!

Anyways, that's the end of that. =)

I feel totally reinspired tonight/tonight had a purpose for happening. Ugh, that sounds so.... wow, so stupid. But I really think that tonight was kind of a changing point. A sort of milestone. =) =) Hmm!!

Finally found a new years resolution (besides loosing weight... ha): Stop swearing. Yeah. Need to do that.

Alright, time to fly, fools.
love. <3

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Even though every other Friday which I have been up to 3, a million people were online, tonight, no one was! I guess everyone is tired. ha! ....yes.

Wow, tonight was a fun night. Interesting, but fun and entertaining.
I love the movie Garden State, and if you don't like it, you are weird!! =)

Aww, Sadie is squeaking in her dream!!! =P
(cue jeremy aw'ing x 53782911).

Ugggh, my throat is sooo dry. And I'm starved.

Fricking Phillipism show tomorrow.
Yeah, I'm working.
GAHAHSGAHAGGAGHAHA&*(@$)%_!

      I've got something on my mind, but I can't put it into words. Well, I could, I just did (not here on lj), but it's still not what I actually want it to say. The meaning comes out all wrong, and way too depressing. I don't want to depress you kids. Maybe it's bcause I'm too scared to actually post it, or reading it over again makes me want to cry, I don't know. But either way, some thoughts are meant for keeping.

now, I am pretty depresed. wow, this blows. =(

goodnight.

So, I forgot to mention but

Alias was fricking awesome.

I love that show.

I'm in english, and Erin, we are missing yoououoyououoyou!!!!1!!!1!!!!1!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!1!!11!!!!!

My english paper sucks.
Snow day was fun.
Tonight should be interesting if plan go through.

Anyways, class is practically over.

love. <3

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How magical is this? (haha, yes i just said magical!)
NO SCHOOL TODAY! WE GOT A SNOW DAY!!!! aahhh1!!! =)

Guys, I wore my pj inside out! I honestly did! IT FREAKING WORKS!!!!! hahaha.

My mom got the call from West 20 minutes before i wake up to my first alarm!!! haha. It was sweet.

AHHJGdgjkal4t3^&%^gjfkasT%Fghfdjsfdks(&^%^%$#$##!
I'm so happy.

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I hate not being able to do something about something that I want to do something about so badly. And the tsunami which occured on December 26th has only futher accentuated this. I absolutely hate feeling hopeless. I want to help the people who were affected by the tsunami, but what can I do? I could donate money, I could donate goods, but I want to help. But I can't, because I am a 16 year old high school student stuck in the middle of Rochester. If I wasn't tied down by school, I would so be over there helping people. Ahh. I hate reading about it, and feeling horrible, and then not being able to help the people.

::sigh::

One day, I'll be out of high school, and be able to start Living.

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jesterly

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I'm getting my hair fixed up today all pretty like! =)

that is all.

so, today was monday. what a day.
wow, i have so much on my mind.
this white bean chili my mom made is pretty amazing.
i feel the need for a long nap.
i hate math.

1) pdm = lamkin
2) french
3) govt = mr. mac
4) brit lit = runch
5) german
6) physics = deyooo

in case you care.

i did amazing on my last english paper. =)

isn't it annoying that EVERY song is about love? I guess it's awesome when you are IN LOVE, or in some kind of relationship, but hellz naw, i hate it when i'm .... in neither of those situations. And especially when i don't want to be thinking about love and.. people. It fuddles my mind! CURSE YOU LOVE SONGS!!!

Dave has a really funny belt buckle.
Wescott is hopeless with the ladies. That poor 25 year old man.
I don't work all week till saturday! yippee.
I finished catcher in the rye and started requiem for a dream. It is written in a really strange form in which the author doesn't use any quotes when people are talking, and it's just... in the paragraph. Strange! But it's about kids on herion. So it should be .. a thrill.

I feel the itch to buy more cds. AHHHH. I CAN"T EVEN FIT ALL OF THEM IN MY CD CASE AS IT IS!!!!! MUST... GET.... I POD..... aahh!!!

ok, goodbye my friends. this was a pretty long entry......

Anyways, off i go.
<3

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Happy New Year!!!!!

Love
Money
Health
Luck
Good times
Safety
Your wildest fantasies......
::tries to think of more to wish people::

I wish everyone a great year. =)
<3

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[	i'm diggin'	|	94.7 wcsx! (elton john - tiny dancer, at the moment)	]

la la alalalla alaaaaa

i needed an update.

today basically sucks. ukkk. oh well.

i want to read. and sleep. blaaaaah.
why did i stay up so late last night again? hahaha. oops.

WHAT IS GOING ON FOR NEW YEARS?! OMG SOMEONE MAKE ME PLANS. I WANT A GOOD NEW YEARS YOU PEOPLE! UGGGGHHHhghghhguufh.

The jukebox is in the corner. My mouth is the speaker.
It plays your favorite songs and you know where the coin slot is.
Isn't that what you expect? I can sing you to sleep.
And all you want from me is a broken heart.

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( ...because i like following these sort of meaningless trends! )